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As you hold the cheap, cold point, All you see is a prey in the midst And in your mind red and black, you concoct It was a trophy you held after the hunt something that will put you on top of the world. The scream you heard is a laugh the cry you heard is a tickle, Everything for you is sanity, A normal act in your life. Power and dominance are your friends, But they see you as the slave, Someone who does the unthinkable A mind that can make wrong from right. You never knew it was coming, Never even dare to ask what was it, You just let the cold hand cool you, AS you turn everything to pieces. what made you invincible was the high, and you crave and rave about it. Never did your impulse say “let go”. Life for you is a hunting ground of the innocent, And you were on top, the king, the commander Not to be disobeyed, holding every moment Relive, revisit, and rejoice For the Killer’s high.

Oct 14

The killer’s high

the first time you smiled at me I knew there was a maze A puzzle that has been so cryptic from the time you tweaked your lips. I spent every second of everyday searching, for that one key that holds the answer the key that beats for you. The feeling of holding it wont go away, It slipped and I can’t get it back. “sorry” I’ve uttered a thousand times, But i knew that these are just words Letters flowing without any answers. I gave up and the clock ticks on, I knew the key was you, My distant You. My distant Love.

Oct 14

distant love

Oct 14

..and even though I am still a yankees fan, this team also holds a special place in my heart that is why without the yanks I am vying for the Cards… fearless forecast: they are bound to win the trophy this season… my heart still bleeds because of the thought that I might not be able to watch a single NBA game this season, and it sucks, BIG TIME!!!

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(Source: mightyflynn)

Jun 9

It was a sigh of relief when “Life unexpected” got picked-up for its second season. My addiction started when out of curiosity (being a fan of Roswell) I did an online search on Shiri Appleby and being one of the lead stars of Life unexpected, it caught my attention. Poof, I warmed-up my download engine and patiently waited for each episode to finish downloading. I wasn’t even disappointed because the series was too great not to be watched.

Can’t wait for season 2!!!!

Jun 9

I’d rather forget someone than wait for no one. I have been loving you for years now, fantasizing that one day, maybe someday you can love me the way I want you to. It’s easy to choose but can I really do it? I mean, yah sure I can say “FORGET YOU” but it’s really hard to forget if my heart still beats for you.

Jun 8

Sunday night was just phenomenal for the King of Clay, without even flinching a set he brought home his fifth french open title. It amazes me how he puts his heart in every game, how he shows his passion with each stroke whether it be the forehand or the backhand.

He just leaves me dumbfounded every time he’s on that hot, clay court.

Vamos Rafa!!!

Jan 14

WORTH KEEPING

BY: F.A.A.

I’d say hello there dude,

“Saying it” would make me less rude

Sat in a winter-like room together with a bunch of you

Never stopped smiling and I liked the view

Met her on my way IN without too much to fret

She was my seatmate, at the back we first met

And my seatmate’s seatmate, she’s a bun

She went at the back to join in the fun

At the end of the table there was a man

And all of these people are my friends, I became a fan.

For two weeks we ran and talked,

Funny it is to think because we are on the same block

Two weeks it is indeed but it felt like months,

Like a baby peeking in white linen cloth.

We are different people brought together,

For us to be able to bring home the fur.

Expecting that it would take me to a rough part,

You guys made it easy and we rode along the cart.

Smiles and laughter on the floor I will treasure

With you I learned to “work over pressure”.

My gratitude and love will always be with you

So I won’t say good-bye in a blue

For I know it is something worth believing,

And FOREVER worth keeping

Nov 14

PHASES OF MY LIFE part6

After a year and a half I was able to find something that is worth trying at (working in the BPO industry and meeting beautiful people) naka naman……..

Nov 14

PHASES OF MY LIFE part5

After grad I decided to turn on the relax mode aka unemployed mode (a year and a half). These pictures are FERGIE petiks mode

Nov 14

PHASES OF MY LIFE part4

One day of enjoying what life and friendship can offer……… after grad